So Close I Can Almost Taste It!

JOIN FETLIFE!  Only if you’re cool and you like to be around cool people like me!  No trolls allowed :)

Thursdays are good days usually.  So close to the weekend you can feel it!  I do a lot of photoshoots with Nikki on Thursday.  In fact, today’s new toy shoot is today.  But it’s been a while since we just hung out, Nikki and I, so I’m looking forward to just hanging out and chilling out with her for a while.  I hear that she’s bought a paysite, so we’re going to look at the code together and such.

Last night I went to hang out with my friend Mike.  I used to teach with him and I haven’t seen him since I quit.  He has since learned of my activities and thinks it’s pretty cool.  I told him not to read my blogs unless he’s prepared to see more than he is used to seeing.  A better way to make a living than teaching, for sure.  I am on valium for my shoulder, though, remember?  High dose of valium + 3 beers = vomit.  I wasn’t feeling good.  So I came home around 1:30 and hung out for a while.  I do love hanging out with Mike though.  He’s 23.  I’m 36.  It’s nice to feel young.

I got up late today and now it’s time to start the day.  I’ve already done a bunch of FetLife stuff.  That is fun to do now that I’m an official greeter - I get to get to be even MORE social than usual.  I also wrote a hot fantasy for Lochai…  just a little one, since it was like 3 am, but…  something for him to read anyway.  I swear to God if I ever get the chance, I will do whatever that man tells me to do… and with gusto!  I’ll stick to sending dirty texts for now.

I did try to masturbate last night, but with so much valium in my body it took like half an hour.  I’m not even kidding.  My good old Hitachi even got hot.  It wasn’t for lack of effort.  The filthy thoughts that ran through my mind as I felt my orgasm building for what seemed like forever were fithier than usual even!  It just was a matter of being drugged.  Finally, I came.  It wasn’t earthshattering and I was sad.  I went to sleep feeling fairly unsatisfied.  MDS was already asleep.

Tonight I’m going to do pics with Nikki (Altered Aperture) and then with any luck at all I’m going to M’s to hang out with him for a little while to smoke out and catch up.  He’s been working and out of town a lot and I’ve missed him more than I should.  I think tomorrow night we’re going out to dinner, I just don’t know where.  He usually does not tell me - he just tells me how to dress for the night and then we meet at his place and he drives. Sadly next month (August) he’ll be gone for a couple of weeks again traveling.  Jealousy creeps in.

Our bedroom is much more love nestier now that I’ve kicked out the children’s paraphernalia.  It’s a really important thing to me to make sacred spaces in my home.  I like to meditate and do yoga in my room, so doing that around the little Tykes playland isn’t so serene.

That’s about it.  If I keep writing now, I’ll just be looking for something to say…  when I have something important, I’ll write again.

I do have one other opinion.  The state of North Carolina has its head up its ass.  I paid my car taxes and then got a bill for car taxes for a Lexus I don’t own.  Bureaurocracy in this state is worse than anywhere I’ve ever lived.  Hooray for Oregon where registration costs $50 for like 3 years, there are no sales/car taxes, and people pump your gas for you.  I do really miss Oregon today.