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Wow, it’s been a while, right?  Did you wonder what happened?  It was no coincidence.  I wasn’t in the hospital or even off on some amazing playfest.  In fact, part of our support of Lochai was to donate our prime real estate on our blogs through the 15th.  It was quite intentional.  But as much as I adore Lochai, and trust me, I adore Lochai every day (um yeah, he kind of figured it out), I have to write.  It’s just driving me crazy not to write every day.

So what’s been going on?  Wow, the world is melting down around me, yet things are better than ever.  Know how that is?  Like I have a friend going through a divorce, one who had to deal with her sister’s suicide attempt and also is shouldering the entire burden to now hold out hope as her cousin (who grew up as a sister) is fighting for her life at the Mayo Clinic.  Big stuff, right?  A friend I consider to be my lil’ sister was fired from her job suddenly.  She is the third of my friends to be fired suddenly and unexpectedly.  It really hits you in the gut when you don’t expect it!  Add to all of that that someone exceptionally close to me is dealing with childhood issues of abuse, emotional and sexual - it was a blessing in disguise that I didn’t post for a week so I could help my friends get through rough times.

Okay, enough of the Debbie Downer stuff.  Now the good stuff!

We couldn’t be happier that we are expecting two visitors.  It looks like an undisclosed, but very lovely friend will be coming next month to be beaten, to beat me, to be beaten again, and then maybe MDS will beat both of us and make us cum until our legs give out like the guy in the Gatorade commercial… you know the one.   While she’s here we plan to shoot with Altered Aperture, as well.  Both separately and together.  Who knows, maybe we’ll even shoot a video?  I’m also really hoping that the four of us will be able to get together with Mr. F and that she and I alone will also go for a visit over to see Mr. F.  So basically any way you can imagine having sex that weekend, we plan on it.

After that, in October, we are expecting an old friend from the past to come and visit us.  It’s not just about sex.  We love her.  She’s special to us.  We can’t wait to climb in bed together, put her between us, chill out and watch the Simpsons and just snuggle up…  but, I did tell her that I couldn’t guarantee that I wouldn’t try to fuck her and she did say, “Oh, Catalina, I’m counting on it.  Please do fuck me.”   Ok, I’ll give you a minute to process that.  Replace my name with yours and imagine it coming from one of the most beautiful women you know and happen to genuinely love.  …yeah, right?!   But wait, it gets better!  Throw Mr. F. into the picture.  What if just she and I go over to Mr. F’s house, on our knees in front of his magnificent chocolate cock and suck him off?  What if Mr. F comes over to our house and the four of us figure out all the possible combinations that four people can get each other off?  Well, really - that’s the plan.

Other news:  The site is not live yet, but we are starting a new blog project that will include the best sex bloggers I know.  Like people I can’t believe are actually wanting to put their name with mine?  Wow.  I am overwhelmed and moved all at the same time.  The amount of work in setting up a big blog where all of the best sex bloggers post in one place is very daunting.  We would be lost without the help of our Naughty Secretary, hereby known as NS.  Click on the postcard above to visit her blog! NS is the best.  I mean I love NS.  I loved her the minute I met her.  I loved her the minute I read her work.  I loved her more when I heard her voice!  She’s enchanting, and the best part of it is, she knows that she’s enchanting.  She knows every bit how sexy and smart and powerful she is, yet she has agreed to be our NS.  We have so much fun playing, texting, chatting, working, scheming, sharing secrets, and generally doing the girl stuff we would do if we were together, except for the sex.  Oh but if I had a weekend with NS…  I digress into fantasyland.  What was the point?  Oh yeah, the project.  So it’s coming along and the list of contributors is impressive.  I don’t want to give away all my secrets yet, so you’ll have to wait for the good part.  But trust me.  In my opinion, this will be our best blog project ever (and I’m pretty attached to Catalina Loves!)

Quid Pro Quo is thriving and taking in new clients.  Some of the people I’m working with on a professional level for their PR and Marketing are people that I admire.  It’s fun to do it.  I genuinely feel grateful that I enjoy my work so much.  I work a lot.  But that means that I spend my days talking to really cool people.

Well, there is so much to say…  but it is 4:23 am, and I’ve yet to sleep.  I’m going to wrap it up with this.  It’s not even a matter of insomnia.  I’m actually tired as fuck, but there was work to do.  The day was fucked up because I basically got up, went running.  I’m only 25 lbs. from my goal weight and I ran harder, faster, and farther than I’ve ever gone before.  I told my texting buddy, we work out together, that he just gave me an exercise orgasm.  Then came home and took a shower and picked W up from the airport and spent the evening with her and did a session later after she went to bed.  Sometimes there literally aren’t enough hours in the day, so you have to use them all.

With that, I’ll say night night.  It’s good to be back!

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This post is crazy long today - fair warning!

Life is boring and it’s exciting at the same time.  I kind of do the same thing day after day yet it’s pretty exciting!  I started trying to write sexual fantasies in Spanish, but the reality is that my Spanish isn’t really such that I know all the best sexy slang.  I guess I have a new challenge.

I talked to my friend last night, the hot little 23-year-old teacher that I used to work with, on text.  We hung out for the first time in a long time the other night and got all fucked up.  He knew about part of my secret life while we were teaching together, but not all of it.  Now that we are no longer co-workers, I let him in on a few more secrets.  It all happened because he asked me what i was doing for a living now that I’m not teaching and I mentioned being a PR and Marketing consultant, which led to a discussion of my client list, which led to the inevitable question on my part, “once you see the links to my blogs there is no going back.”  But he is a consenting adult and so he now knows.  How much he knows and what he’s read, I have no idea, but I do really value having true friends who know the true you and not just the social mask you present to most of your friends.

So anyway, it changes things a bit that we don’t work together anymore and that I’m a professional sex writer, worker, and promoter.  It doesn’t change things like all of a sudden I gave him the best head of his life, though that has crossed my mind.  He and I already had a perverted friendship to begin with, so it just really is a new level of perversion that we share in common.  Kind of nice, really.  I have a flirting fetish.

So last night I texted him to find out if he was going to go work out today (Sunday) because I wanted to go running, but instead he says he’s going to Mass and then to brunch.  Okay, I forgot that even though he’s a perverted little man that he is a good little Catholic boy.  So I said something about six different responses I started to his text but they were all too filthy.  So he asked me to send them anyway.  Again…  “Are you sure?  Are you sober?”  LOL.  Seriously.  I don’t appreciate it when people can only be sexual when drunk.  So again I realize he’s just being a little naughty.  So okay.  I play along.  Now I have to try to remember them all.

• Number 1: To sneak off somewhere during mass, one at a time, discreetly, to a place where nobody where nobody would think to look (why would we even be there, nobody would be looking).  A simple lift of the dress and quick fuck and back into mass just as casually and just as discreetly, but with a very naughty secret.
• Number 2: To park far enough away from the church that you could have a quick blow job in the car and I would go into church tasting cum on my lips.
• Number 3: To take the nice little Catholic boy and turn him into a filthy slut who has no purpose other than to satisfy me.
• Number 4: To have hot sex that morning before leaving so that while you’re sitting there in church there is cum dripping out of me into my panties and the subtle scent of my pussy on your fingers.

(He texts, “That’s four by my count, keep going.”)

• Number 5: To be sitting around at brunch with all the nice churchgoing people while messing around with each other under the tablecloth while keeping a straight face.
• Number 6: To give you a reason to confess next week after thinking such filthy thoughts about a married woman.
• Bonus 7: Because I’m competitive and I love cum and know that I am good at what I do.  I figure you’re 23 and so you’ve never had anything like me.  Nobody you’ve ever slept with has ever sucked your cock the way I would and we both know that.
• Bonus 8: It would make all the rumors from school that we were fucking true, which is hot.

So we met up for brunch today.  It was fun, kind of like old times eating together at school.  I watch him devour thousands of calories while I freak out over how many I am eating.  I give him half of my food and take a bite of his, no matter what it is.  Wait.  WTF?!  I didn’t get a taste of his food today.  Now he owes me! It is nice to be able to be perverted with friends and not have it be weird.  I like that about my friends.

Let’s see, what else?  I set up Nikki’s Altered Aperture gallery on Google Photo.  It’s nice to be able to upload galleries, set them as unlisted, and then send someone the auth key to get into the album.  I like Google for a lot of reasons, despite their invasion of privacy that they don’t even try to deny.  I also used Google Photo to make an album to send to my cookie friend to see if I can get a couple of new banners made for me.  He’s a pro and it’s so obvious in his work.   I love to fantasize about my friends.  I should write a new fantasy for my cookie friend one of these days.

I had a nice talk with Melvin about coming to Charlotte.  I really want him to do my first set of nudes and I really want him to shoot a scene with MDS and I.  He’s the perfect person to do it in my mind.   Then I talked to Nikki about shooting with Melvin - he should shoot her, she should shoot him, they should both shoot me (of course), and Nikki also talked about lining up some models she knows and doing a shootout, which I think must mean that they both shoot the same model at the same time from different angles.  Since neither of them seem like gun people or John Wayne, I think that must be what it means.  Anyway, Melvin would be coming to Charlotte as our guest and would stay with us in our home and hopefully will also join us in our cozy, comfy bed, if even just to hang out comfortably.   Who knows what else…  Melvin has a Sir and I have to watch myself from trying to make him Mine.

I came up with a genius idea for a new blog today and now I just have to implement it (buy the domain and set it up).  I can’t let the cat out of the bag yet, but you’ll soon hear about it.  I’m also working on the Quid Pro Quo website, which will soon be moved from WordPress to its own .com domain.  I am going to make a static page for each of our clients and I think it would be nice to blog about it from time to time as well.  I have amazing experiences and conversations with people that others dream of talking to.  It’s good stuff.  I’m leaving everything as a draft at this point until we move it to it’s dot com address.  It’s soooooo much work to move an established blog.  Just don’t make that mistake.  Learn from my earlier mistakes.  Patience over Populating Your Blog if you have any plans to move it at all.

That’s my Sunday.  It’s 6:25 pm.  Busy day.  How was your day?  The image is from Postsecret.com, which you should read every Sunday - it’s one of my favorite days of the week because of Postsecret!