Did You Read Postsecret.com This Week? I did!
I lost count so long ago. I guess I’m a slut. Surprise.
This is more a rambling of thoughts than a cohesive blog post. It’s 6:04 am as I begin this. Let’s see when I finish. I haven’t gone to bed yet in an attempt to get ahead. I have so much to do and not enough time. I’m looking for a sign that isn’t there. I’m at a crossroads. I’m trying to figure out whether or not to go for it or to play it safe. My instincts tell me to go for it, that I’m on the right path, but my instincts have been wrong at least twice before, as evidenced by my two ex-husbands.
There are exciting things going on. The Accidental Blowjob just did a site review of Catalina Loves today that was amazing and awesome. Ellie Lumpesse is not only going to teach me to do podcasts properly, but asked to do an interview, too. That’s rad. This comes right after my feature on Radical Vixen’s Sex Worker Solidarity post. The energy is moving forward. I feel as though I am on the precipice of something.
I dig talking with JC and his girl. I absolutely adore, nay I say maybe I love, Thursday and D. I’m looking forward to some visits from two very sexy women in the near future. Indeed, life is good - even Mr. F has been texting, trying desperately to connect for one of my top shelf blowjob visits. If only there were time for it. He doesn’t understand - I can’t just get up and leave… I have to get beautiful stunning before I come over. Still, I owe him one and it’s been way too long!
…I did get to actually talk to Lochai today… as in on the phone, and I did actually talk to a very famous photographer and cinematographer, Bobby Knight also. I’m getting ready to interview Bobby very soon. (Note to self, finish those interview questions!)
Today I spent the majority of my day finalizing a press release for Pro Photo Tours. I wanted it to be 100% absolutely perfect. It took a little time to get it just right. I think I got it. We’ll see. I think the meat of it posts on Catalina Loves on Wednesday. See, I know this because I just posted a blog post for every day between now and Saturday on Catalina Loves. I think that buys me some time to work on other projects I need to be working on. I also did a week’s worth of posts on The Momme Domme. There is one that will post this week that is a really hot fantasy that r wrote a while back about Ms. Nikki Nefarious and I teaching him a little lesson. Fun. Here’s a secret: I hate having posts written and not publishing them right away. It’s the same reason I can’t store Christmas presents in the closet between September and Christmas. Story of my life, I give it up too easily (ha ha).
Ugh, it’s 6:24. I’m not in bed yet. I’m running with The Dude today - a little bit different routine though. I’m going to do sprints for 15 minutes and then he has a whole other workout, weightlifting, abs routine set up for me. I asked him to give me a 100% guarantee that I’ll end up with a bod like Demi Moore, and he said he would fully refund my money if unsatisfied. My goal weight is 120 lbs. That seems reasonable for a girl who is 5′4″ (and a half!). I’m getting closer so it’s time to not just do the cardio, but tone things up, too. I’m kind of excited, and terrified.
It is 6:43. I just finished adding the tags, checking off the categories, choosing and resizing an image, placing it and linking it, and now I’m going to hit publish and close my eyes for a few hours. MDS is going to be so mad at me for staying up all night to work again. One of these days I’m going to take an entire day off. It’s weird that I’ve worked longer hours and put more effort in since quitting my job teaching, yet I’ve never been happier.
